I started crying at one point. God, I felt like such a weiner. I hated it. I now have to decide what I want to do. If I go with any of their programs I lose all my credit cards and really for my work I need at least one. But at the end once stuff is paied off they give you a good credit rating. ARRRGGHHHH!!! I feel so lost. Maybe I was better in denial. (okay, you can slap me for that).
I couldn't believe the amount of my budget. It sucks up almost 100% of my salary. How can I need so much when I make so much? I don't get it. I could never afford to even live if I made less according to that. I know in two years my car will be paid for and that will help, but still. I just feel completely lost and helpless. I don't know what is the best option (he suggested debt management but I hate the options for that too). He suggested getting a boarder and at first I said no, but maybe it will be an option. I don't know. WAHHHHH!!!
Okay. I just needed to whine. I think I may tell my boss I'm sick today and go home and cry and mope. :-)