Ladies I haven't posted in awhile but, I lurk everyday and today I really need some advice, this week has been so hard with money because we had an extremely large gas bill and I had to pay cable (DH won't let me get rid of it) and next week is going to be the same way because I have to pay the car note and our CCCS bill because I was unable to pay it this week as planned. We are so broke because DH is not getting up on time to get overtime at work as a matter of fact he's late nearly everyday, I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm so afraid that the electric or something important is going to be turned off because there is never enough money anymore. This week we had to live off of $13 for food, it was lucky we had food in the pantry, but we're almost out of everything now, I don't know what his problem is but I'm so stressed right now I can feel myself starting to slip on my repayment plan because i'm so tired of being deprived of just the basic things like snacks and clothes. I haven't even thought about what we're going to have for Easter dinner, I think I may have to pull out the credit card just for cigarettes and I really don't want to do that because it's getting close to time for them to charge the annual fee on the card plus I just don't want to get back into the habit of charging, I've been doing so well with working within our budget but there's just not enough money for it this month. Thanks for listening to me ramble any ideas or just hugs will be appreciated.