I'm so tired, my dh and I are working so hard to get things straight that it's wearing on me. I've taken on a nighttime job, it's not everynight but last week it was twice during the week and than on Friday and Saturday night, Saturday night I started at 10pm and got out at 6am, that was a tough one. Making things harder is I have a dd who is 4 and ds who is 3, so it's tough. Also during the week I have to get up at 6am to watch another child, that I babysit for, but I'm doing this job to help with the problems we are having and my dh is working on weekends as well, plus his regular 40+ hour job. So anyways all that said, we finally got caught up on cable, phone, electric...etc, now just too keep it caught up and straight. Now on to cc's which might not be right away, till we get this all figured out but they keep calling day in and day out, I don't understand what that is all about, do they actually think, we won the lottery or have $300+ in a day or two? I'm just so frustrated and trying my hardest to get this all taken care of. There is only so much of this crap one person can take before they go off the deep end. So I just needed to vent and thanks for letting me do so!!