DH turned 35 today. Which means in 5 months to the day I will be 35. Turning 30 never bothered me why the heck would 35.... Duh its the number doctors throw out there as the end of your fertile reproductive life. Which translates to you are now OLD. Now I know that there is no switch that just turns off your system when you turn 35 and that many women have children even in their 40s. But I am freaking out!
So I will be turning 35 and On top of the stress from work... I feel I just need to suck it up buttercup and move on with my life. But I just can't. We can't. We want to be parents and we would be great parents. I still don't understand why this is happening to us. I am convinced it is not in Gods plan. He is a compassionate God and would not torture good people like this.
Anyway that is my rant for the morning. I miss you all dearly. In a few days I will be on forced vacay. Yes I have worked so hard this year I haven't used but a 2 days of vacation- now I am forced to take 5 days or lose it. I can't wait! Although next years plate is just as full already. Anyway I hope that I will be able to catch up with a few of you while I am on vacay and meet the newbies that have joined while I am making the most of your tax dollars. Have a great rest of the week!
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows" - Helen Keller
DH (34) and me (33). Been together since March 1994, Married in September 1999. TTC since November 2001.
DX: Graves Disease->hypothyroidism and functional ovarian cysts or unexplained ovarian dystfunction. BW: CD3 FSH 9.8, LH 3.4, estradial <10. CD21 Progesterone: 9.9. DH DX: can seed an army. Last SA was 70mil/mL with 60% motility.
In the Past Rx: Femara/ovidrel/IUI, Acupuncture, TCM fertility diet and Reiki.
Suppliments: prenatals, EPO (CD1-->O) , baby asprin (CD21--->), fish oil, B complex, Vitamin D
Currently: Good Ole Fashioned Lovin and Praryers lots of prayers.