So I told you all about my BFF who is pg again (the one who made sure she told me that they tried for 4 months this time... awe poor thing) (also the one who started ttc when I did and is on her second successful pg)
Anywho, she posted some pics on Facebook and also sent out her Christmas pics and there were a few of her 15 month old daughter wearing a T-shirt that says "I have a secret" on the front and "I'm going to be a Big Sister" on the back. It has me so upset and frankly so jealous. I can't imagine being able to buy such a shirt or feeling confident enough to announce a pregnancy on facebook at 8 weeks. Honestly, I am having a really hard time being around her right now. I don't want to hear about her pg, it just really hurts. I know it is irrational and selfish of me but I just really wish I could avoid her and her perfect little life. She tries to complain to me about whatever and I just don't want to hear it. Like for instance, she is telling me last night how she is feeling fat because her clothes aren't fitting her. Um, no, you're not fat you're pg biotch, quit complaining!
okay, just needed to vent to people who understand. I can't tell DH this or he would think I was evil.
edited to say... I don't feel this way about any of the preggers here at all! I am overjoyed with the pg's here.
I'm 37, DH is 41 and we are TTC #1. We've had 2 unexplained miscarriages and a bout with Asherman's Syndrome but we're determined.
IUI #1 = BFN
IUI #2 (Aug 09) = BFN
On to IVF - stims start Sept 14th!Â IVF Canceled:( converted to IUI...
13dpo - 65
15dpo - 128
19dpo - 495
23dpo - 1987
Sad and trying to decide what steps to take next.
Edited 12/31/2009 9:27 am ET by cl-lookingformy1st