I'm sorry to come here with sad posts, but I am just feeling so like crap. My DH was just in town for a week, which was great, but I just want a baby so bad. I was late for AF this weekend so I POAS, but of course it was a BFN. I was even nauseated and had tender BBs. I guess my body is playing tricks on me. Now I just wish AF would come so I can start on my next cycle. I know we all feel this way, but I just feel like I am the only one without a baby and each day is just valuable time slipping away. Sometimes I just get so angry. And I just wish I could go one day without thinking about TTC. Every morning I wake up and it is the first thing on my mind. I just wish I could go back to one year ago when I was just starting infertility tx and was so naive and hopeful. And wish that baby would have stuck and I would have a 4 month old boy to share with my new nephew. I wish I could be more optimistic and live in the moment and be thankful for what I have. I wish I had a baby. This journey has made me crazy. Thanks for listening.