3rd ultrasound was just devastating. After being on meds for 14 days we looked no better today. I have only 1 mature follie on my right and 12 less than 8 on my left. The problem is that I have a right blocked tube and is risky to go ahead with the procedure. The doctor is not confident that the IUI will work and why spend the money if there is a slim chance. They now want to check my tubes to see if the left is open and I am not sure why. If we are moving to IVF I feel doing a tube flush is a waste of money. Right now I have so many mixed emotions. I called out from work since I cannot look at any of the pregnant women, plus I am an emotion wreck. I am not sure how to feel right now. The next step for us is IVF. We know I can produce eggs it is just a matter of getting them to grow. I am sorry that this is all rambled together but I just cannot think straight right now. I canâ€™t help but wonder if I will ever get to have another child and give my DH want he truly longs for. After all the tears, money, and sweat and we have nothing to show for it. I never thought in a million years I would have to go through this.
Me ~ 31 DH ~ 33 TTC #1 since August 2002. Dealing with mild Endo, PCOS, Diabetes, and MFI.
DD ~ 12 from previous marriage
2 rounds of Clomid 2004 â€“ BFN
First RE consult 2008 but was not the right time financially. L
Trying all Natural from 2004-2010
IUI #1 with Bravelle 2/10 â€“ BFN
IUI #2 with Bravelle 3/10 â€“ trying to keep positive it will work.