So today has not been a good day as you can see from my earlier post. I just received a call from my younger brother telling me they are expecting their second in October. Now I am excited for them but cannot handle the news right now. What I do not get is that my mother against my wishes told my brother of my procedures and that I did not get good news today. After hearing this news today he still preceded to call me and tell me they are pregnant. Are people not sensitive to others feelings. I never thought that this would be such the emotional rollercoaster it is.

I do not believe I got the medical treatment I should have received. I do not like that most of my appointments are with the Physician Assistant and I do not see the doctor for weeks. I get no answers to why I have low estrogen levels and feel like I am passed over for the next patient waiting. When I spend this much money I want to feel like I matter and that we are doing everything possible.

The only good thing is that we have chosen to seek out another RE for opinions. My appointment is not until April 13th but it is with a really well known RE. It will mean having to travel 4 hours for IVF procedure but will be worth it in the end. I just hope they can provide me with the answers I need.

Sorry for the long post. It has been a long emotional day.