So today is my 2 week point. I took a HPT this morning and got a BFN, but still don't have my period. I fear that I have had a early miscarriage. This past weekend I had the same pain in my abdomen that I did when I had my miscarriages last year.

I just don't  understand this cycle was great. I don't feel like trying any more, I am sick and tired of being disappointed. IF is so unfair!! I just wish I had a diagnosis, so I could say to myself: this is why I am not getting pregnant, but I cannot. And to top it off I answer phones for a pedi office, and hear about babies all day. I was feeling bad and wanted to call out, but couldn't because I work the early shift this month and I am the first one here.

 I feel like I am disappointing my side of the family and DH side of the family. I feel like I am disappointing DH by not giving him the family he wants. He does not do or say anything to make me feel this way. He IS so supportive. I have no idea why I feel like that. 

Thanks for listening and sorry for all of the complaining!