Today I've been so sad and discouraged about our infertility and thinking that we'll never beat the odds. I don't know why today in particular I feel this way and I feel all out of sorts. I'm always a little sad during the month when I think about it, but usually the only time I get extremely sad and disappointed when AF shows and my hormones crash (or someone announces they're pg). I just had my IUI on Fri and I was happy then because everything went ok and DH's numbers were even way better than I was expecting based on his previous SA (we had 44 million sperm post wash). I don't know if this is lingering side effects from the trigger shot or what's up. All I know is I'm sad and don't feel normal.