So...Last July I got raped. Since then, I've started having sex with my fiancee. Instead of being terrified of it, I've found myself having rape fantasies. I've heard of girls who are scared to have sex, but never of girls who've been raped WANTING it. I don't want to ACTUALLY be raped, but I want my fiancee to be a complete a$shole, I want the fighting, I want him to force me into it. Ever since I got raped, I've wanted him to be completely Dom when we have sex. I don't know what to do..Whether this is normal? Help!