After all the he&& I went through this spring I figured I had finally emptied out my personal Pandora's box of memories. What more could possibly be in there???
We'll...it appears there may be more after all. I hurt my back. Woke up Saturday about 3:30am with horrible pain in my left side. I've been having muscle spasms on that side but physical therapy was helping. Then BANG!....major pain. Ended up in the ER for the morning getting IV pain meds and anti-nausea meds(from the pain meds). They ruled out anything inside so it looks like my spine again. I just came from my primary's office and getting X-rays to rule out a fracture since it's at a really bad place in the middle of my back(right under the bra).
But I got another flashback along with the intense pain. I knew my father had injured my neck but had no memories of injuries to my mid or lower back. Now I do....or at least a hint of what might have happened.
Will these ever stop????? I'm beginning to think not.
Here's to a long and painful summer....emotionally and physically! At least it will give the new T something to work on.
gentle hugs to everyone..................JennyB