I just don't have the heart or skill to putter here looking for the messages from yesterday, and as I usually can only post in the mornings, my mornings, I depend on the archives. I DID find them, but I couldn't make heads or tails of them.
Aside from that, it's been a year that we've been trying, and I am expecting AF today (here's my chart, if that works) http://www.FertilityFriend.com/home/18a40  and I guess this is maybe the time to go. Believe me, I really don't want to, but right now I just am so upset about the board, I feel cut off from you all and I just want to give up. You have all been so wonderful, and I love you though I#ve never met you. :) I wish you all the best, and BFPs in the near future. I'm going to miss you!
Jolene (not expecting to be back, but PMS may be at work)