Ok, so I have been heavy all of my life. Out of high school I weighed around 215 pounds, I am about 5foot 8inch, I had my first son at 20, weighed 250 afterwards, dieted and dieted for 15 months, lost like 15lbs, had my second son at 21, up to 265lbs. After about a year and 1/2 I finally got back down to about 215lbs, I felt great, even though I was still chunky, I just felt awesome. Well I started to let the diet go, thought I could eat whatever cuz I lost all that weight, well in about 6 months I put on all the weight I had lost and some. From that point I have put on about 70lbs, and it is sooo depressing. I want to lose this weight, I feel so tired all the time, I feel like my heart is starting to have troubles, my back and legs are killing me, but I just can't do it. I keep wanting to eat healthy but I just don't have it in me. I feel like, whats the point, I'm gonna lose it all and regain it anyways...I am hoping to get some support on here, and maybe some buddies to push me. Thanks guys for reading..