After yesterday's midwife appointment, where my belly measured 32 weeks (I'm at 26 weeks - I've attached pictures of me at 6w5d and at 25w4d to compare) and she wants to get me tested for GD and have another u/s done, I had a serious anxiety attack in the afternoon.
I was crying for no reason, and even started yelling at my cat because he was meowing too much. I had a huge headache that wouldn't go away, and when I went to bed, Evan was moving around SO much that it actually worried me (is there such thing as too much movement?). My dreams were scary - mostly about me losing Evan early, and I woke up in the middle of the night with AF-like cramps and back pain which made the dreams all the more real.
I'm feeling better physically this morning. No cramping, back pain, or headache, but I'm still reeling from the anxiety. I have a meeting at work today and for some reason I'm feeling so anxious about it that I want to cry when I even think about it.
Sorry for the pity party, but I'm seriously wondering if these are signs of depression, rather than just being emotional due to pregnancy. Any advice, positive thoughts, and/or hugs would be greatly appreciated.
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