I don't recognize any of the moms here anymore, except for Rebecca. I started reading a book called "Facing Autism" by Lynn Hamilton and wanted to see what everyone else is dealing with these days. Does anyone else feel as completely overwhelmed as I do? Honestly. I've started taking anti-depressants and seeing a therapist to try and get through the last nine months or so, but I have been depressed for so long.... It's just so hard when the boys don't listen, they run around shouting and fighting with each other, the baby gets involved and ends up crying.... UGH! The noise just about drives me to the brink of insanity on some days. Bill is good about helping out, but he works overtime at his job (thank God) and does sidework to help us out financially and this leaves me with the kids most of the day. Now that school is out I am at a loss. We decided to keep them out of ESY (last year they both made lots of progress over the summer because we had enough activities to keep them busy and social). Our vacation is all at one time this year (last year we took 4 mini trips) and we missed the sign-up for the special rec day camp.
I'm just rambling now. I just need to get in touch with some people that understand what it is like to be home all day with more than one disabled child and three children under 6 all at the same time. Thanks for listening.