Been lurking - wanted to say hi :)


I made it out. We are safe.


We got out Friday. We are in the shelter. Doing ok & he can't get to us. Will post again when I can w/ more info. Thanks to all of you. Your support really helped more than you know. Thoughts & Prayers. ~Johanna


Hi. Been here before....


Hi everyone, I was here over a year ago but my SO installed spyware on my computer so I stopped posting. I hope I get to post again, not sure if spyware is still installed. Does anyone know of a way to know? I thought there were some keystrokes or something.

I just had one incident with physical abuse and I am afraid of it happpening again. I just find that I lie low and don't cause trouble. I am ready for change. I am also joining a Alanon online group to help cope as well.

I look forward to learning from all of you.


think I'm crazy


Hi there, I don't know if this is normal or not, but I keep thinking that he will get better and things will be ok. Then later I am sure that I am gonna break up with him and move on. I keep going back and forth, it's almost like it woudl be easier to stay together and just ignor him, even though I'm not very happy that way. I think I am going nuts! Please help?!

Jen


I am the bad person once again according to dh....


Sick SOB


My son tonight has pink eye, 17 YO. He said his eye hurt Thursday, but said it was better yesterday morning. He left for school and stayed by a friend, and called me today tosay his eyes hurt worse.

I took him to a local non-emergency centerm, which used to be open until 10 PN - it closed at 4. I was there by about 4:30. I called a nurse at the hospital that said I could wait until tomorrow to take hims back, but his eyes hurt, so I took him to an emergency room.


I know this probably isn't unique...


but do any of you get messages because your X "just wanted you to know"?

Haven't heard anything directly (meaning thru my mom's email) for weeks. I guess she got one yesterday saying, "Just let her know that I'm filing my taxes married filing separately."

WELL, DUH, YA TWIT! HOW'D YA THINK I WAS GONNA DO IT?


Don't know what I should do


I don't know what I should do.

My dh is drinking again. He is not supposed to be. I found beer cans in the recycling bin and ofcourse he lied. Today I found one sole beer can in the garbage can. He finally admitted it was his.

He is on probation for two years and cannot drink plus he promised me he would not drink. He hasn't drank a lot that much I do know but he is in treatment for his problem and now he is having a few beers, one oe two. Its a start of something bad.


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Dont understand


I have been doing a lot of thinking and what I odn'tunderstand is that why this started after we were together for over a year, why not in the very begining or shortly after. Why did it take this long to show up?!

Jen :(

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