One of North America's leading relationship therapists shares her secrets for living a life full of joy and passion.
Barbara De Angelis, Ph.D., is a popular television personality, sought-after motivational speaker, and the author of bestselling books such as Real Moments, How To Make Love All the Time, and Are You the One for Me? Through her work, Barbara has reached millions of people with her positive messages about the search for meaning in our lives. Here, her answers to questions about life, love and divorce:
- Stop Putting Off Your Happiness
- Don't Be a Love Junkie
- Why Some Relationships Fail
- Trying to Save a Marriage
- Divorce and Your Kids
- Learning from Your Mistakes
Stop Putting Off Your Happiness
Q: Could you tell us a little about your seminars?
A: My goal is to give people an experience that's motivating and inspiring enough for them to take the next step in their spiritual transformation. So whether they're single and they're coming to try to understand more about themselves, or whether they're in a relationship they know could be better
Q: Many separated or divorced people seem to be deferring their happiness until they achieve certain goals, like "I'll be happy when my divorce is finalized," or "when I get custody of the kids," or the big one: "when I finally meet that one person in the world who's totally right for me." Do you think there's a problem with postponing happiness?
A: They're wrong, that's the big problem! The "I'll be happy when..." syndrome
Don't Be a Love Junkie
Q: In your book, Real Moments, you wrote that happiness only comes from having enough of these moments in your life. What are "real moments"?
A: They're basically moments in which you're in touch with the meaning of life, when your relationship to the rest of the universe makes sense. I think there are always moments of connection
Q: Is this why we have so many love junkies? In the first flush of romance, we experience a lot of real moments.
A: Yes, that's a good point. Your ability to love deeply, to experience the richness of life, does temporarily become enhanced when you first fall in love. Suddenly flowers become more beautiful, and everything is more wonderful. "Finally," you think, "I've met someone without any stuff!" Nobody has any flaws
In a relationship, if both people are thinking, "I want you to make me happy," at some point they're going to disappoint each other greatly. Not that you shouldn't try to make your partner happy, and shouldn't try to treat your partner well, but the true happiness that allows us to feel a sense of peace comes from within ourselves. So if you think your husband or girlfriend is going to do it for you, you're going to end up resenting the hell out of them because they can't do it, they just can't. And two people who aren't satisfied with themselves, who aren't both looking into themselves, aren't going to make a relationship with a strong foundation.
Why Some Relationships Fail
Q: Do you think that most relationships fail because of a lack of compatibility? Or is it because of our disposable culture? That we think we can "trade up" and get a better model?
A: I don't think that "trading-up" thing is very accurate. People don't know what to do when they get to a turning point in their relationship, and so they bail out, but I don't think it's because they think they can do better. Anyone who's actually gone through the trauma of divorce knows that it's not a frivolous decision: it kills you. Even if you don't have children, divorce is wrenching to your dreams.
Relationships don't work for several reasons. One reason might be that you're not compatible; love is not enough to make a relationship work. There are a lot of people we could love, but marriage is like a business arrangement: it's a partnership, and it takes a tremendous amount of compatibility to make a partnership work. The second reason that relationships don't work is because people don't understand the real purpose of a relationship. Its purpose is not to make you feel good, it's to make you grow. And if you understand that, you'll interpret the events in your relationship very differently.
For example, if you thought you were going to the gym to make yourself feel good instead of to get in shape, then the first time you worked out and your legs ached, you'd say, "OK, that's it; I'm not feeling good anymore; there's something wrong." But if you go to the gym thinking "This will make me strong," then that bigger vision allows you to go through your workout and slowly get in shape. The purpose of a relationship is to teach you the things you don't know about love. And it'll teach you in all sorts of ways
Trying to Save a Marriage
Q: How do you know when to work on a troubled relationship, and when to call it quits?
A: There are several ways you know that you have to call it quits. One: when your partner isn't willing to work on the relationship with you. You can't have a relationship when one person is committed to making it work and the other isn't. Two: when you find out that you're not compatible; when your basic values are so different that you're not going in the same direction. And three: when you realize that there's so much emotional damage between you
Most people don't know how to break up properly. We wait too long, pretending it's fine, until we just can't take it anymore. Or we break up because everything is dead; we have no feeling left. It's easier to leave when you don't feel anything for that person, when you don't feel the pain of that dead relationship. But this sabotages yourself, because you have to relearn your ability to feel again
Q: Some people never really divorce themselves from each other. They get the legal piece of paper, but they're never really divorced...
A: If you think you'll be divorced when you stop loving your ex, that's trouble, because you could love him or her for the rest of your life. In fact, if you get divorced in a healthy way, then continuing to love your ex may be a good thing. True divorce happens when you divorce the pattern that caused you to choose the wrong person. Until you do, you'll just get another clone of that person with a different body and a different name, and you're not divorced
Q: Are some people unable to ever get over their divorce?
A: Some people are victims; they won't take responsibility for their part in a relationship breaking up. I don't mean that their partner isn't also responsible
Divorce and Your Kids
Q: I've heard many divorced parents say: "Thank goodness our children weren't affected by our divorce; we were so civilized; everything is fine." You experienced divorce both as a child and as an adult
A: I don't think children are unaffected by anything that goes on in their parents' lives. You learn about love from two things: one, how your parents treat you; and two, watching how they treat each other. To me, whether the parents are living in the same house is secondary. There's been a recent study that showed that it wasn't the actual divorce, or the years of going back and forth between two houses, that damages children. It was the years preceding the divorce, when both parents were still at home and the tension between them was affecting the children. It's not the event of the divorce but the history of the whole marriage that damages the children.
Q: Some studies suggest that parents should stay together for the sake of the kids. Do you agree with that statement?
A: I could not disagree more. They're not looking at things holistically. They're looking at people whose parents got divorced, but they're not taking into account what made their parents get divorced, and how it affected them as children. I've never in all my years working with people had an adult say to me: "You know, my parents were miserable, they didn't have sex, they fought all the time, they never showed affection for each other, but I'm glad they stayed together so that my brother and I could have the illusion of a happy childhood." When I ask my audiences: "How many of you think your parents should have gotten a divorce?" three-quarters of all the people whose parents are still married raise their hands. I don't think that divorce is always the answer, but to stay together in an unhappy relationship
If you ask your seven-year-old daughter: "What would you rather have for dinner: ice cream or chicken?" she's going to choose ice cream. But you don't give her ice cream. She might be unhappy for a while, or think, "I have a mean mother," but as a parent, you're supposed to do what's best for your child, and you know that chicken is the healthy choice. If you ask a child: "Do you want mommy and daddy to stay together?" what do you think she's going to say? But when she becomes a teenager, when she's dating and trying to figure out who she is and how she should be treated by men, and all she's seen is that dad really doesn't like mom and treats her badly, then that teenage girl is going to accept scraps from a guy. She doesn't know what love looks like. She'll be mistreated, and it's going to be her parents' fault. How else are you supposed to learn what healthy love looks like? Where is she going to see it? If mom and dad get divorced, hopefully mom will date again, and will hopefully develop a healthy relationship. The daughter may miss dad a lot, but at least she'll see how a happy couple talk to each other and resolve their problems. And if mom and dad talk about their relationships, and include their daughter in what they're learning, that's even better.
Learning from Your Mistakes
Q: You've also had personal experience with divorce. Do you think this has made you a better relationship counselor?
A: Absolutely! When people challenge me, saying, "You've been married and divorced several times; are you really qualified to counsel me?" I tell them that it's one of my best qualifications! If I'd been happily married from the age of 20 to my high-school sweetheart, I'd have no understanding of what the problems are, and I'd have no compassion for people. I wouldn't have the conviction about one's ability to heal and to start over again
Q: Do you feel that your early life was a preparation for your current marriage?
A: Oh yes! But I'm constantly preparing for the next day of it. We've been together for seven years, and marriage is a full-time job. If you just want a living arrangement, then you can just wear a ring, come home at night, and have a room-mate. A high-level marriage isn't just a ring and a piece of paper
Q: If you had met your partner 20 years ago, would things have been different?
A: Sure, I would have blown it! I just didn't know then what I know now. There are people out there who could have had a great relationship, but they didn't know how to love properly. So they got divorced, and that's sad.
You always meet the right person for where you are in your own personal growth. Everyone who comes into your life teaches you something: something you need to learn. And if you learn the lessons fast enough, you won't need to have more lessons, and you can finally get on with the rewarding work of having a true soulmate.
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