Help! Falling in Love Made Me Fat, Tired and Messy
For years, all I wanted was a great relationship with a man I shared interests and could be honest and open with, but now that I finally found him the rest of my life feels out of control. When I was single I lost weight and stopped smoking. I was in control of my household, feeling lonely, but physically I felt great. Now, my fiancé and I live together, and physically I feel awful. I gained about 30 pounds, picked up smoking again (which boggles my mind), my house isn't neat like I prefer, and I've stopped going to church, which was an important part of my life. I have a good job, but I sit all day, and don't have time to exercise. What happened to my life? Do you have any suggestions on how I can get the balance back?
Your life prior to this relationship does, indeed, sound wonderful. But you still have a good job. And how great that you've created a life with a good man, with whom you can talk and share and be intimate.
It sounds as though you don't believe you can "have it all" -- the good relationship, job, money, health and spiritual study. That negative belief got set for me at an early age -- that I couldn't have both a tremendous relationship (or family) and career. I was always making sure that I didn't sacrifice some part of my life when something new and wonderful happened. But recognizing that is powerful because now I know I don't have to be caught in it. If you see what you're doing, you can start to take charge of your life.
To reclaim those things you love -- being in good shape, not smoking, having your house the way you like it and going to church, I encourage you to take small but consistent steps. Keep reminding yourself every day that you don't have to sacrifice anything in your life in order to have a meaningful and loving relationship. Like cherry, an iVillage member who gave herself a mantra, you can have one too. Hers was about always using excuses, but why don't you think of something that you say to start each day like: "It's okay for me to have it all," or, "I deserve love, health, meaningful work and a connection with my spirit." Choose words that will plant in your mind this idea that it's okay for you to live a full, balanced, prosperous-in-every-way life.
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